it's the pre-birthday jitters.
and somehow it's not in a good way.
i think the pessimist in me is really showing this birthday.
not only am i trying to ruin any surprises the boy has planned for me, i'm trying to guess and thwart his plans through and through by nagging at him to give me clues and getting upset when he doesn't.
oh gosh so dumb.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 11:53 PM.