i didn't feel that sense of relief/joy wash over me when the teacher announced 'pens down' this time. im guessing its cause i'm not really celebrating it with anyone yet (since most of my friends finish on fri!) and i was subconsciously containing any joy cause the boy hasn't finished yet, and he's kinda pissed that i'm done with my exams already. haha.
today i actually teared outside Pet Safari, when i saw the golden retriever puppy being bought and carried away by this lucky lucky couple when i've just petted it a few hours ago. :( I don't know why, but it was kinda heartbreaking to see that sight, and knowing that isn't going to happen to myself any time soon. :( My mom is pretty firm on her stand of no dogs.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. yiqiao is coming over to my house tml, to bake. and my mom said okay when I asked if yiqiao's shihtzu could come over! GOODNESS. that'll be the very first 4-legged thing to step into our house. :))) You can't imagine how overjoyed I was. And it seems like the boy might be getting a puppy for his own too!! -fingers crossed fingers crossed. this negotiation with our parents have been going on for like a year.
But I read on Yahoo Answers about how we shouldn't nag at our parents to get us pets if they don't want to, because it's really a huge cost, both time and $$$. and they've already paid enough for us throughout our lives. And I was really enlightened by that, (also really pleased cause my mom just agreed to let me bring Creamie, the shihtzu in tomorrow) so I've decided to stop pestering my mom. :)
and now I'm crazy hungry. Like VERY hungry. I think the last time I ate was at 4something? and it's 1.30 AM now! Okay lar, so I DID eat popcorn at around 7plus. But popcorn is like FLUFF. hahah. alright, shall go stuff my face.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 1:04 AM.