I'm sick of my wordy entries.
When I was still healthy, and me and the boy combed the entire Arabstreet area for a restaurant which was already long gone. damn. Well, we found another Egyptian eatery to dine at though. But I'm seriously not a big fan of their food.
Yesterday, I braved it all to go for project meeting PLUS meet ros and mab for dinner. We even allocated time for the missing diana to talk!! hahah, babu are you reading this?? Seriously because we ran out of topics (that's what happens when you know people for too long) and ros kept feigning fainting spells, so we started to say things like, "Oh, now diana's talking. Ahhh. Yep yepp. True true." Hahaha. Di you have to save us! hahah.
The lovely two then held my hands in theirs (we didn't care about people staring at us. anyway mabel said the people around us were weirder. hahah.) to give me some much-needed warmth on the train.
AND SO.
The fever saga is NOT over. damnit.
And coz I'm too tired/disappointed to blog about it. Here's an excerpt from a mail I sent Mab.
"MAB!! i only just saw ur email today. and you know what, after I got home yesterday, my fever got full-blown again. and the temperature was at 39.4 lar, even higher than before. :( So my mom rushed me to go see doc, then ive started taking meds and all. And yesterday night was horrible too. Halfway in the night, I started to shiver uncontrollably, even though I wasn't exactly cold, and i took my temperature in the dark, but it was like 37 sth, so nt very high. But then my teeth was chattering and my whole body was shaking. And so I put on my jacket and kept shivering in my blanket even thou i switched off my fan. and then i felt my fever shot up and my temperature too. super shitty i tell you. then i kept alternating between sweating and shivering. arghh. i pray that its not dengue man. Apparently, i have to look out for red spots on my body coz thats a telltale sign of dengue. SIGH. "
I didn't say so in the mail, but the boy took cab to surprise me at home again. :) That darling. And yep, weiye, don't worry, he ain't going to compete for anybody anymore. muahahha. -evil laughter. hee.
I'm such a crybaby nowadays, I cry like mad when I see dear at the door, I cry when I see my temperature shooting up every night, I cry when I think that I might have dengue and that maybe I'll die, and that's what I never knew what to do in my life (because there wasn't really a 'rest of my life' anymore.) And then the boy will chatise me everytime I get to the last part. (and start hitting himself to prove his point. :( )
Mummy has been an absolute darling too, with the constant checking on me through out the night, and when she rushed with me to the doc's yesterday night, and reminding me to take my meds. And today morning, she even found time to cook porridge with minced pork (so at least it wasn't plain porridge) for me before work.
Now that the boy has taken over some of her duties, I wonder if she feels jealous or relieved. haha. Okay I'll be petrified if she tags on the board. hahah.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 10:38 AM.