It's happening once too often - the situation when you feel that if you hadn't been awarded that fail grade, everyone would actually be agreeing with you, but just because you lost in the end, everyone's pointing out unreasonable reasons why you failed, and being biasedly blind towards all the plus points going for you. (im not talking about driving. Just felt like that after watching some reality show for lawyer-wannabes. yep, they're jumping on the bandwagon too. chefs, singers, actors.. now lawyers. everyone's welcome to hear a phrase of "I'm sorry, but you're out." )
today is hot hot hot!! making up for all those rain before. my eyes can barely open, and i'm just feeling too tired to do anything. so i guess i'll start on that tv-diet tomorrow, and FINALLY do my readings tomorrow. Oh, but wait! mab's concert is tomorrow. ahhh. to procrastinate is my day job.
created a bit of a hoohah (how do you spell it??) at the salon yesterday when the colours of the highlight didnt turn up in my stubbornly-black hair after four long hours and a permanent butt imprint in the chair. i was actually feeling quite bad towards the hair-stylist, (though she did piss me off at times) but what's done is done. and so i'll be getting a FOC highlight next Thurs again. but im guessing that all the red, violet, brown will materialise with the many washes by then. and then wad. oh no. five colours in her hair sounds much cooler than i think it actually looks.
an eagle flew so close to the window just that day!! :D eagles are just too exotic a sight to miss, really. i'll never be able to get used to seeing them soar and circle, so pardon my ebullience when i spot them birds. and i'm easily excited by gorgeous-looking skies too. i think it's due to the fact they're possibly the only patch on Earth untainted by humans.
to prove my point. 
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 3:58 PM.