Sunday, November 19, 2006
you'll think i had some depression thing going on here from my past entries. but really, i havent been all down. just that i blog when im down. so dont worry my folks!
my head's all heavy now. can feel a headache coming on. all that durian just now la! and it was baddd durian. as in not making me feel sinful-bad, but yucks-yellowmush-bad. and i felt pretty sick right after i downed them down, was tasting it for my family. bleah. overdosed, and cuddled up in bed, with the nausea-causing durian stench still whirling in my throat. napped for an hour, woke up and felt even worse. PUI.
ooh. exams are coming!! and holidays wouldnt be as exciting if it werent for the exams. now im even contemplating if i could just spend ONE day on one subject. hahha. even though i know it wouldnt be possible, but ill have to do with that kinda, cause im just really moving tooo slowlllyyy (think one lecture note per day) and exams aint a year later.
was just thinking, its all good that im in arts. cause i get to learn about so many things i never would have been able to. and its all pretty exciting, despite not really being able to bond with people. (but a few's working out) the university structure just aint gonna work for friendships, with people coming and going out of tutorial classes. and i hadn't talked to at least 17/18 of all my tutorial mates. and thats a whole bunch of people, and a lot of potential friendships flushed down the pipeline.
see, i start out good, but end up slamming it.
7th dec will see a happier me. At least i wouldnt need to feel all that guilt weighed down as i channel surfed between 52 and 54. :)
my head's all heavy now. can feel a headache coming on. all that durian just now la! and it was baddd durian. as in not making me feel sinful-bad, but yucks-yellowmush-bad. and i felt pretty sick right after i downed them down, was tasting it for my family. bleah. overdosed, and cuddled up in bed, with the nausea-causing durian stench still whirling in my throat. napped for an hour, woke up and felt even worse. PUI.
ooh. exams are coming!! and holidays wouldnt be as exciting if it werent for the exams. now im even contemplating if i could just spend ONE day on one subject. hahha. even though i know it wouldnt be possible, but ill have to do with that kinda, cause im just really moving tooo slowlllyyy (think one lecture note per day) and exams aint a year later.
was just thinking, its all good that im in arts. cause i get to learn about so many things i never would have been able to. and its all pretty exciting, despite not really being able to bond with people. (but a few's working out) the university structure just aint gonna work for friendships, with people coming and going out of tutorial classes. and i hadn't talked to at least 17/18 of all my tutorial mates. and thats a whole bunch of people, and a lot of potential friendships flushed down the pipeline.
see, i start out good, but end up slamming it.
7th dec will see a happier me. At least i wouldnt need to feel all that guilt weighed down as i channel surfed between 52 and 54. :)
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 6:45 PM.
