Sunday, September 17, 2006
im crying like i just lost my best friend. which isnt true. i will never lose her. She'll be in UK, but she still belongs here. to me, to us.
BLEAHHH. im still cryinggg like maddd. :(
i really hope my family will just stay out today, and just let me cry away. i dont wanna cry at the airport tml. Oh no, she's online. dont make me cry moreee. :(
I came home, and felt so lost. I didnt know what to do. i KNEW i had about 200 pages of Soci waiting for me, to finish by tomorrow. and a Soci essay. but how can I? Arent we allowed to take leave for this kind of things? damn, its damn serious k.
I WANNA THANK THE INTERNET CREATORS LIKE I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO BEFORE.
My, its the sole comfort left.
And so, i wrote her my message. but damn, i thought ill feel better. but NO. look at me now, im just a blubbering mess.
okay im going to end here.
seriously, i just wanna lie alone and cry my eyes swollen like there's no tomorrow.
BLEAHHH. im still cryinggg like maddd. :(
i really hope my family will just stay out today, and just let me cry away. i dont wanna cry at the airport tml. Oh no, she's online. dont make me cry moreee. :(
I came home, and felt so lost. I didnt know what to do. i KNEW i had about 200 pages of Soci waiting for me, to finish by tomorrow. and a Soci essay. but how can I? Arent we allowed to take leave for this kind of things? damn, its damn serious k.
I WANNA THANK THE INTERNET CREATORS LIKE I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO BEFORE.
My, its the sole comfort left.
And so, i wrote her my message. but damn, i thought ill feel better. but NO. look at me now, im just a blubbering mess.
okay im going to end here.
seriously, i just wanna lie alone and cry my eyes swollen like there's no tomorrow.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 11:22 AM.
