Friday, June 30, 2006
I came to work, all light-headed.
was an whole hour late. because i smart-aleck, didn't bother putting my alarm to snooze, just pressed it away and returned to the inviting warm covers.
and I was whisked away, to lala land. the most romantic of romantic dreams.
sometimes, dreams just has this weird way of letting you get so stuck in it, even long after you've woken up to brash reality.
this one i had did.
I was in some disneyland place. or something. but there were rides around and all.
What happened before what was going to happen was a blur and all. But i just know this guy really liked me. (anyway, i remember who this guy was. But the thing is, now i totally dont believe that we dream about what we were thinkin of in the day. Cause I've like, never thought or harboured any thoughts about this guy. ohwells. at least he isnt frikking ugly or what.) and he was totally showing it, and then we held hands.
okay, i cant just sum it up like that. the whole holding hands part is like SO important. Cause we kinda brushed our fingers. (if you think this is sounding R-rated, then dont read lar! actually it also sounds R-rated to me. haha.) Like, our fingerpads just brushed against each other so ever lightly and gently. Goshh. The sensation I felt was like, over-powering. Felt like melting into his arms. Was that lust i felt? if it is, lust is a really beautiful thing.
And I've changed my mindset. Who cares all bout the timeline of dating, like 2weeks before you hold hands, few months before you kiss etc etc. Just go with the mood mannnn. :)
haha(mirthless laughter) , I think I'm starting to suffer the long-term effects of singlehood.
was an whole hour late. because i smart-aleck, didn't bother putting my alarm to snooze, just pressed it away and returned to the inviting warm covers.
and I was whisked away, to lala land. the most romantic of romantic dreams.
sometimes, dreams just has this weird way of letting you get so stuck in it, even long after you've woken up to brash reality.
this one i had did.
I was in some disneyland place. or something. but there were rides around and all.
What happened before what was going to happen was a blur and all. But i just know this guy really liked me. (anyway, i remember who this guy was. But the thing is, now i totally dont believe that we dream about what we were thinkin of in the day. Cause I've like, never thought or harboured any thoughts about this guy. ohwells. at least he isnt frikking ugly or what.) and he was totally showing it, and then we held hands.
okay, i cant just sum it up like that. the whole holding hands part is like SO important. Cause we kinda brushed our fingers. (if you think this is sounding R-rated, then dont read lar! actually it also sounds R-rated to me. haha.) Like, our fingerpads just brushed against each other so ever lightly and gently. Goshh. The sensation I felt was like, over-powering. Felt like melting into his arms. Was that lust i felt? if it is, lust is a really beautiful thing.
And I've changed my mindset. Who cares all bout the timeline of dating, like 2weeks before you hold hands, few months before you kiss etc etc. Just go with the mood mannnn. :)
haha(mirthless laughter) , I think I'm starting to suffer the long-term effects of singlehood.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 1:24 PM.
