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Saturday, March 18, 2006

here i am typing in the sweltering hot night in singapore.
gosh. you all know that temperatures have been averaging at 33 degrees celsius in our sunny ol' island yar.
anyways, its 2.31 am now. and
Friends just ended. the one with the prom video, with the former huge-monica, and jackychan-rachel, and errr. weird-looking ross. but it was damnit sweet. for those not in the know, rachel and ross had just broken up when they were watching the video with the rest of the gang.

in the home video, rachel's prom date was late and rachel was wrecked thinking she wouldnt be able to attend prom. and so ross's mom asked ross to get dressed and take rachel to prom. (he had a SUPERHUGE crush on rachel.)
but rachel's date turned up while ross was all decked out in his father's tux and clutching some flowers he meant to give rachel. and then the video managed to capture ross's sad puppy eyes as he stared helplessly as rachel and monica trooped off with their dates.

at that, rachel was seriously shocked because she had never known that all that had happened soo many years ago. and she just went over to very-embarassed-ross and planted a huge wet kiss on his lips. hahhaha. but it was like awwwwwwwwww.

sorry if that whole part bored you out. haha. anyway, i just made up my mind to like, stop feeling all stressed and to quit living life like it's shitty hell. and just, treasure every moment. hmm. lighten up me!! and all!!

that little pep talk over, you know, i suddenly realised how we girls are totally expecting guys to be gentlemen. and how its kinda demanding of us.

imagine going out on a first date and at the end of a meal, the guy starts calculating the costs and informs you of the amount you have to pay. "he should have at least offered to pay, that jerk."
imagine going to a class outing, and there are suddenly some empty seats on the otherwise crowded train, and this guy plops himself on it immediately. "oh goshh. he should have asked us girls first!"
imagine being in the public and this guy in front of you swings open a door and, knowing fully well that females are just right behind him, lets it slam shut on your face without bothering to hold it. "that's so ungentlemanly!"

i wonder if guys know it, but girls DO really expect this all from them. and even im starting to find it unfair. hmmm.


dont get me wrong though, i fully appreciate chivalry really.

can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 2:31 AM.


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