Wednesday, March 15, 2006
the hardest part is to start.
in about an hour's time, ill be leaving home to go for the class outing im desperately hoping will be good. it's in di's house, which is really good cause im missing that loft. there'll be barbeque i think, which is really good once again, because it does provide the 11-odd of us with something to do.
smiles have been missing, laughter fading.
you with the frowning, us noticing.
you think its working, but e facade's not lasting.
us deeply sensing, the pain you're feeling.
im waiting.
okay that sucked. hahha. in order to make rhyming easier, i just made everything end with -ing. hahha. CHEATERRR.
anyway, university applications are irritating the hell outta me. and could i have my 2 uni-openhouses back? unfortunately i think i forgot to visit a lot of other faculties, because i have forgotten (o dear me) that there's a high chance i wouldnt be accepted into adm, or sch of communications information. actually i dont think i'd even be applying for the former. you know whyy. because it requires a handup of PORTFOLIO (which i have zilch artwork to put in.), an ESSAY, a 3 MINUTE VIDEO. and all's gotta be at the NTU admission office by 1st April. that's about 16 days away. i could work the video and essay out. but the portfolio would kill me. i cannot picture what i can include in it. in all my years of living, i have like not spontaneously produced any decent artwork.
lets see. i once magnified a drawing of Charlizard for my brother, and sure, there're those stupid act-cheem little sketches i drew in my Econs notes. hmmm. that's about it? -faints and ADM dream goes pop!
so i was thinking, i wouldnt want anything to do with sciences, or mathematics. so im pretty much left with all the general courses, like Business. so im probably going to put that down. yar.
ohwells. i better go start preparing. heading out for MacsBreakfast with my brother soon. that is if i can pry him off the computer and his Gunz.
in the meantime, maybe someone up there can help me resolve some of the crap i have around me? ohhh. what's that? oh, you're saying there're starving African kids and cancer-stricken patients out there you gotta help? ohh. thats alright then. whilst im on the last bits of the waiting list, ill figure out the mess myself. thanks for trying anyway.
in about an hour's time, ill be leaving home to go for the class outing im desperately hoping will be good. it's in di's house, which is really good cause im missing that loft. there'll be barbeque i think, which is really good once again, because it does provide the 11-odd of us with something to do.
smiles have been missing, laughter fading.
you with the frowning, us noticing.
you think its working, but e facade's not lasting.
us deeply sensing, the pain you're feeling.
im waiting.
okay that sucked. hahha. in order to make rhyming easier, i just made everything end with -ing. hahha. CHEATERRR.
anyway, university applications are irritating the hell outta me. and could i have my 2 uni-openhouses back? unfortunately i think i forgot to visit a lot of other faculties, because i have forgotten (o dear me) that there's a high chance i wouldnt be accepted into adm, or sch of communications information. actually i dont think i'd even be applying for the former. you know whyy. because it requires a handup of PORTFOLIO (which i have zilch artwork to put in.), an ESSAY, a 3 MINUTE VIDEO. and all's gotta be at the NTU admission office by 1st April. that's about 16 days away. i could work the video and essay out. but the portfolio would kill me. i cannot picture what i can include in it. in all my years of living, i have like not spontaneously produced any decent artwork.
lets see. i once magnified a drawing of Charlizard for my brother, and sure, there're those stupid act-cheem little sketches i drew in my Econs notes. hmmm. that's about it? -faints and ADM dream goes pop!
so i was thinking, i wouldnt want anything to do with sciences, or mathematics. so im pretty much left with all the general courses, like Business. so im probably going to put that down. yar.
ohwells. i better go start preparing. heading out for MacsBreakfast with my brother soon. that is if i can pry him off the computer and his Gunz.
in the meantime, maybe someone up there can help me resolve some of the crap i have around me? ohhh. what's that? oh, you're saying there're starving African kids and cancer-stricken patients out there you gotta help? ohh. thats alright then. whilst im on the last bits of the waiting list, ill figure out the mess myself. thanks for trying anyway.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 10:16 AM.
