Thursday, March 02, 2006
a c c.
now its time to move on yar. yesterday was like. woww.
all those tears, i kept weeping, all the time hating myself because i had made myself out to sound so strong, and i had told everyone who would listen that i wouldnt cry, even in the face of cs and ds. oh well. but i cant be that hard on myself.
coming home was great. at first i had dreaded facing my parents, afraid ill break down again when i have to repeat my grades. but surprisingly, i felt damn comfortable when i bathed and when everything sank in, as i just sat on the sofa.
thanks for all those hugs, just having friends around you while you weep your heart out made me damn thankful for them. but of course there were still irritating a**holes who were not giving a damn about this crying mess in front of them and still shouting out their A results for the whole world to hear.
but that's that. man. i really like pink mentos.
was reading those booklets just now. hmmph. nothing addressing students who didnt get results that allowed us to get scholarships. crapp. i guess we gotta source around on our own.
i am strong.
now i just have to listen to whatever ive always been telling others.
and move on.
now its time to move on yar. yesterday was like. woww.
all those tears, i kept weeping, all the time hating myself because i had made myself out to sound so strong, and i had told everyone who would listen that i wouldnt cry, even in the face of cs and ds. oh well. but i cant be that hard on myself.
coming home was great. at first i had dreaded facing my parents, afraid ill break down again when i have to repeat my grades. but surprisingly, i felt damn comfortable when i bathed and when everything sank in, as i just sat on the sofa.
thanks for all those hugs, just having friends around you while you weep your heart out made me damn thankful for them. but of course there were still irritating a**holes who were not giving a damn about this crying mess in front of them and still shouting out their A results for the whole world to hear.
but that's that. man. i really like pink mentos.
was reading those booklets just now. hmmph. nothing addressing students who didnt get results that allowed us to get scholarships. crapp. i guess we gotta source around on our own.
i am strong.
now i just have to listen to whatever ive always been telling others.
and move on.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 12:21 PM.
