Thursday, December 08, 2005
i swear. i almost died today morning.
repeated head injury leading to concussion, immense embarrassment, unbearable tiredness.
pick one.
prom. never would have imagined. i guess i was so caught up with playing dress up, that i totally forgot to remember all the phototaking part, or maybe i just didnt know it'd be that bad. you have no idea how lonely it can get (unless you're of the same social rank as me that is.) when you're all decked out and vulnerable in your mom's dress, and hordes of goodlooking people are smiling for the cameras as flashes go off at every instant, but never in your direction. i never would want to be in a situation like that again. could barely wait to be seated and be back in my comfort zone again.
after looking through soo many photos, and where everyone's smiling at the camera, and posing for the shots. im starting to think, maybe candid shots would be more meaningful. uglier probably. but a more accurate representation at least. oh. then again, maybe some might think photos are all but another form of egoboosters.
oh gosh. sudden thunder.
repeated head injury leading to concussion, immense embarrassment, unbearable tiredness.
pick one.
prom. never would have imagined. i guess i was so caught up with playing dress up, that i totally forgot to remember all the phototaking part, or maybe i just didnt know it'd be that bad. you have no idea how lonely it can get (unless you're of the same social rank as me that is.) when you're all decked out and vulnerable in your mom's dress, and hordes of goodlooking people are smiling for the cameras as flashes go off at every instant, but never in your direction. i never would want to be in a situation like that again. could barely wait to be seated and be back in my comfort zone again.
after looking through soo many photos, and where everyone's smiling at the camera, and posing for the shots. im starting to think, maybe candid shots would be more meaningful. uglier probably. but a more accurate representation at least. oh. then again, maybe some might think photos are all but another form of egoboosters.
oh gosh. sudden thunder.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 12:53 AM.
