we have to put a stop to this. somehow the best comfort we can give to another student who's depressed over his results is, how we fluked at our own exams too. and the best scorer ends us not being able to share his joy and even ending up as the 'bad' person, the one's who been mugging away. like, you didnt mug.
we really should start competing with OURSELVES. (by that i meant, like, your OWN self.) and dont turn your envy into anger.
its really stupid. how this mugging-is-stupid-and-muggers-too thinking is depriving us of being able to study without hiding from friends who'll point fingers and mutter nasty stuffs behind you.
i dont want to be a hypocrite, so ill have to live up to what i write.
           
           can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 11:09 PM.