Saturday, September 24, 2005
i am seeing a lot of lightning bouts in the sky. frequent and rather massive-scaled.
and im telling everybody that they're from US, because the thunderstorms have just invaded them.
there i go again. trying to inject more life into my er. life.
im down with the flu and a slight fever. being sick translates into being grouchy.
was in town with my family today, and i started getting really moody and displayed horrid attitudes to my parents, just because my hearing started to get really muffled with all the sneezing. after some time, i snapped out of it. finally. and my mom actually wanted to get me a Roxy/Ripcurl skirt! along with a Ripcurl surfbag for my brother. but all thanks to me(parts of me), i left with nothing but a low self-esteem and bitching a lot in my heart at the salesgirl who just kept staring. bloody you, somehow i get the feeling you're scorning us. go to hell.
sorry. pardon my french.
probably going to have to cancel my date with yiqiao tomorrow, if this flu bug doesnt leave by noon tomorrow. arghh. havent seen her for so long. ohh. actually i did. erm, havent really talked to her in so long.
i wanna snap out of it, mab.
oh. and we had a fourie birthday party for mab at Jervois Lodge. (hahhaa. i just like to do that.) twas fun while it lasted. sobs that we had to crunch down our zingers quick enough before the time bomb exploded. boooo. never mind never mind. at least, everything kinda worked to plan? just that the shells and fishes wouldnt light up for long enough, and the wallet was white, and.. okay. imperfections are reality.
we have to start mugging for As? why do i feel otherwise?
i need to feel happy again. ill even settle for a neutral mood actually. there has been a tad too much gloom going around.
and im telling everybody that they're from US, because the thunderstorms have just invaded them.
there i go again. trying to inject more life into my er. life.
im down with the flu and a slight fever. being sick translates into being grouchy.
was in town with my family today, and i started getting really moody and displayed horrid attitudes to my parents, just because my hearing started to get really muffled with all the sneezing. after some time, i snapped out of it. finally. and my mom actually wanted to get me a Roxy/Ripcurl skirt! along with a Ripcurl surfbag for my brother. but all thanks to me(parts of me), i left with nothing but a low self-esteem and bitching a lot in my heart at the salesgirl who just kept staring. bloody you, somehow i get the feeling you're scorning us. go to hell.
sorry. pardon my french.
probably going to have to cancel my date with yiqiao tomorrow, if this flu bug doesnt leave by noon tomorrow. arghh. havent seen her for so long. ohh. actually i did. erm, havent really talked to her in so long.
i wanna snap out of it, mab.
oh. and we had a fourie birthday party for mab at Jervois Lodge. (hahhaa. i just like to do that.) twas fun while it lasted. sobs that we had to crunch down our zingers quick enough before the time bomb exploded. boooo. never mind never mind. at least, everything kinda worked to plan? just that the shells and fishes wouldnt light up for long enough, and the wallet was white, and.. okay. imperfections are reality.
we have to start mugging for As? why do i feel otherwise?
i need to feel happy again. ill even settle for a neutral mood actually. there has been a tad too much gloom going around.
can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 11:30 PM.
