<body>


Sunday, July 24, 2005

first things first.
mm. this is just a hunch, but please dont ever feel inferior to her, or be jealous of her. because i do treasure you more than her. so. you dont have to feel negative.

this will sound ironic, because ive just performed it. but why do we downsize the things that are most important. like, in an entry.
i had a dream today. (okayy. i have dreams every other day too.)
the world was ending. and there was this particular scene which struck me.
I was peering out of the window, and it felt like i was in a submarine, or a boat. because the strikingly blue ocean stretched endlessly beyond the window. in the dream, i felt it was the prettiest sight i had ever seen. the blue ocean, glittering in the sunlight. and so close to me.
then i remembered crying. bitterly. when i kept trying to take a photo of it, but kept failing to. (i think the ocean kept fading away.)
all the same. it was like something dear being kept away from me. and my heart ached, with every other part of me to long for it.

can you hear the soft swoosh of the butterflies' wings. 9:45 PM.


jocelyn teo
daughter, sister, friend. and blissfully loved.
beauty of language

may they stay dear
my little clay shop
diana ngiam
04S12
rossie poo
crystal tear
wilson lau
daphne koh
along the way i met you
June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 February 2010 March 2010 June 2010
thanks to
designed by lil.queens
photos: bexidaisy on DA
host: imageshack & imeem
inspiration & lyrics: TLG